Monday, September 7, 2009

Brain DUMP

Ok it is sometimes much easier to list rather than try and make sense of the random events that overlay or in other words explain life.

No matter how much we plan, save, pray, beg, or just yell at times I am truly aware that as a person have no control over anything. ANYTIME ANYWHERE.. rather have had the best coolest life I can imagine just by experiencing every possible thing i can. Ok skip amusement park rides and anything large persons are required to obtain a doctor's note.

  1. I have moved back to America and yes love Omaha.
  • the roads are well done and for the most part you can get anywhere within 30 min.
  1. I hate understanding everything everyone says around me.
  • my movers talked more than I do.
  • I am doing society a favor by making my boys be seen and not heard.
  • most people have opinions about things they are totally not educated nor have experience in. It seems they feel confidence in voiceing their thoughts to cover up true issues in their life, which actually are far more interesting.
  1. The house we bought wasnt the one of our dreams
  • ie lake house or simple country home
  • holds the family in which all our dreams are created and cherished.
  • everyone got what they wanted since we couldn't come to any decisions
  • wall to wall beechwood on main floor
  • each child has a room of his own for now
  • my belgian window has too much mold dust to be in a bedroom
  • we are having an Asian themed bedroom hopefully I can pull off sexy geisha room and not a Korea palace look.
  • my husband wants new furniture and is actually a far more contemporary trendy guy than I ever gave him credit for.
  • Philip got a great deal on appliances for our house
  • we changed everything we could to gas fuel
  • I wish i had looked at the measurements for the laundry room and had the unit drain and hoses put on another wall. too late now.
  • all grout in tile should match the tile you lay NOT CONTRAST..lesson learned. Nothing some white ceiling paint wont fix in a few years.
  1. Philip has a EASY job here and I am so grateful he has supported us by being in the military. We are staying in until they tell us he has to leave... or he gets a teaching degree.
  • it is so wonderful that we were able to leave Belgium when we did. Sometimes we do totally agree on things.
  • I can't believe we were living so far away for 18 years.
  • America is really an amazing place, the blend of architecture on just one street downtown I have rarely seen anywhere else.
  • My husband has truly spared the world and given it a great gift by letting me stay at home.
  1. My eye disease has wrecked havoc since arriving back to the states. So far no promises. Contacts didnt fit on my eye correctly, awaiting now answer from DR.
  • If you aren't an organ donor please do the paperwork, without donors I wont be able to see in a few years. Glad to not be dying from this disease.
  • last week Dr Greer fitted me with at least 5 contacts,, none worked.
  • I do have the option of getting a cornea transplant but when?? dont know.
  • have to check to see what TRICARE will cover
  1. I havent been feeling well and am pregnant.
  • motion sickness
  • wanting to eat icecream
  • hot flashes
  • peeing constantly
  • and well its not the flu
  • I have taken a blood test
  • will choose a DR someone else I know is using
  • will be having my first baby in America
  • Jen Tate thinks this is all is absolutely hysterical...
  • it is so amazing to think once again we are blessed even though I was finally ready to not have anymore children
  • Philip is great and supportive and hasnt made fun of my swelling ankles or the thick socks I need to wear
  • I had my hair highlighted where all my gray was coming in and went dark where I had remaining natural black. Its interesting to be faux natural.
  1. Musical instruments are too expensive
  • when i was little i wanted to play the Sax and my parents either couldnt afford it or the sax slots had all been filled. I refused to play the clarinet.
  • Philip played the sax in school and was good.
  • I know the bump on his lip i have seen for years ..comes from playing the sax instead as worried I thought he lip cancer.
  • Ethan has choose the sax and of course it has to be the most expensive to rent
  • Gavin I have found a wonderful teacher for and he starts this week.
  • We now need a weighted key piano..he is level 2
  • Did I mention each boy has his own room.. thank goodness for this will be wonderful during practice times.